Two months after the loss of my parents, my Nanma (that raised me) passed away. She had Alzheimer's and it was a very long and slowly progressing illness. Long story short, I have a greedy uncle, that sued me 3 years AFTER my Nanma had deeded me land and had the decision reversed in court, it went into a conservatorship, in which if anyone living on said property, HAD to pay a minimum of $500 per month which went into the conservatorship to pay for her care....not his expenses, long story short, he hasn't even paid on the funeral. He misrepresented 2 other estates in probate, I have documents that could send him to jail if I wanted to...it's always a possibility, but I choose to live in the light inside my darkest moments, if that makes sense. At her funeral, she was buried beside my parents and my Papa that passed away in 1982, I went back to the grave after everyone had left to get a sprig of hydrangea to preserve...as there were no other preservable flowers on her funeral spray, thanks to cheap uncle. It was January....the ground was bare, sprigs of dead grass all around...bleak and grey...I knelt down for what felt like an eternity and poured my heart out. I asked for a sign that no one ever leaves you completely. That I'd always felt like we are energy and that energy never dies and that love is a part of energy and that never dies. I didn't expect a sign immediately, but I got one. When I got up to leave, I turned around and right behind me on the ground, there was a fresh hot pink dahlia, my Nanma loved color and pretty flowers. I felt elated! I came home and hung the dahlia and the hydrangea together. To this day the dahlia appears just as fresh as it did that day and the hydrangea has continued to wither and age. Florists are astounded, no chemicals or preservatives were found during their testing. It defies logic. I see miraculous things a lot. I have dreams of people that have passed. I know they are visits. I've even gotten explanations on Heaven and why they are able to visit and how. That though is a story for another day. I have uploaded in my pics the flowers the spray, etc. I had a patient that is a psychic, she touched me and we electrocuted each other. We felt like the top of our heads were stinging. She told me that she had never met someone that had such "energy" like me, that it's almost "too much for this world to handle or contain, that it spills over to the otherside", I may call on her and get more info because her specialty is past life regression, but I'd like her to "read" me and see what else she gets. It was very interesting.