3loodlustMary : Pussycat Dolls - I dont need a man...dating is a choice, not a life priority..    3loodlustMary : After my third ex threatened me, i just dont trust men..its like that song...    3loodlustMary : not fighting, i just think its stupid. but thats me, you are you and im me, it was just a shock real.    BLKdragon : Unlike you,i want a mate for life. im a fun creature.most just dont respect my heart..    BLKdragon : I'm not much of a tease,I'm very loyal and loving when shown love in return.Never been well treated.    BLKdragon : Actually..I'm very loving. and when I'm pushed to fight,i fight to the death..    3loodlustMary : omg.....i have your diagnosis.... bitten by a love bug, now it shall mutate.    3loodlustMary : romance is temporary, i like being single. .    3loodlustMary : lol yes but i Flichen them first then leave their ass later, its called cock tease!.    3loodlustMary : Blk this is not you at all, you sure your not coming down with a fever or something?.    BLKdragon : How do you flirt with your vampire lover? you BAT your eyelashes at him!.    BLKdragon : Whats a vampires fave sport?...BATminton!!.    BLKdragon : whats a vampires fave drink? A bloody mary!!.    3loodlustMary : Aaaaaaaaaaaah enough this mush is driving me nuts this is a vampire site not Dawsons Creek!.    BLKdragon : Well,any hotter..im shure the glass would melt.I also want a side of tedder tots!.    
37, Female, United States


This is what hurts me.
The fears of what I can not see.
The tears everyone else can when I do not cry.
Told that I am pretty.
Yet..no one stays to love me.
Said that I am not alone.
But..I sit here in such where I don't exsist.
Thus I do have friends...
Sadly...they are never in my reach.
Being Told that I am loved and they are true.
Then leave me at the end,with cold hearts blue.
What hurts me..
Is that..I will never understand.
You..will never feel my pain and suffering.
The damaged that has been done.
Faith told in twisted small lies to get me threw.
Fears me to think..maybe..I AM truly cursed.
And..that.. there is only one way out.
To move on,to actually live..to love...to be loved.
Hurts me.....
to be rejected..and hated...for no reason.
Hurts me more..When I have to hate back the hater.
My future..IS what hurts me.
My past is gone.
As I look into the glass on the wall.
Am I ugly?
Am I the monster?
Can I just not see it?
Can everyone else?
Hurts...it hurts....
To move on..when I can't.
Hurts...so much.
22 May 2016 08:53 AM

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