As i close my eyes to sleep
I wonder if i mean anything.
All i can do though is dive in to the deep,
Trying not to cling.
To cling to the light that will soon leave me,
To cling to what i can and can't see.
Darkness is the only friend i have left,
but it that will be stolen away by a theft.
Nothing makes me happy, nothing makes me smile,
Your sea blue eyes were everything that held me together.
You too i know will leave me in a while,
floating along to something new like a feather.
Every time that you get further away from me i break more on the inside,
No one would care if i died.
Every morning i wake up and you're not there,
I wish my lungs held no more air....